preliminaries of course

these two long weeks would be a tough and rough for every graduating classes... why oh why??? it's our PRELIMINARIES already... and yah... i treat it like 'O' LEVELS already... and of course... i'm studying like hell... literally...

i'm using dearest laptop now cause sickening computer got some sorth of virus again... and it pisses me off cause all my files are inside and all of them are very very important to me especially the songs and school files as well... so i didn't have the opportunity to blog for the weekends... but it's okay... nothing happened so much cause i just studied...

but thank goodness... my eldest sis is here... she helped a lot... really... she's the only person who can force me study... yah... even my dad can't push me to study... but when my sis tell me to revise... i straight away do my revisions... and yes... i study with her cause she always motivates me... and i thank JESUS that i have her as my sis... at least now i know the importance having an eldest sis...

okay... let's start off with monday's exam which is chemistry and physics practical... oh my goodness gracious... physics was hard for me... the experiment was okay of course... but doing the theory part at the last page terrified me so so much... i like stared at the question paper for around 5 minutes... hayz... it was really sickening!!! but chemistry was quite easy... but it took a lot of my time... hopefully i can score well though...

for 'O' Level oral exam... i waited for 90 minutes for my turn... and it was so so draggy!!! that's why me... bal... ifah... zura... all happily joked around... okay... the reading a loud passage was manageable for me... it wasn't tough at all... the picture discussion... hayz... it was quite tough for me... but i did all my best to infer and explain... hopefully i can either score band 2 or band 1... for conversation... i was really overwhelmed cause they ask me what's my favourite subject... and of course... i selected chemistry!!! yah... and of course i supported it well... giving so much reason why i like it and all... hopefully i'll be a band 1 student again just like the english oral preliminaries...

for today's exam... in line is english paper 1... and i selected BEAUTY as my essay... then i made it into an expository essay... i think i did a good job... cause i discuss about the society... being so judgemental towards the physical appearance of a person... and i also added in aesthetic surgeries and all... i was quite happy with my essay and it was my first time to attempt doing a expository essay in my exam... eventhough i wasted 3 minutes of my time just to select either to write about the narrative essay or the expository essay... but i didn't do any planning at all... it was a free writing for me... whatever pops into my mind... i just gathered it and formed opic sentences... for letter writing... MY FORMAT WAS WRONG!!! i forgot about informal letter... cause my format was a formal letter... yah... basically... of course... deduction of marks would be given to me... but hopefully... i amplified and justified well my letter and hopefully it was persuasive as well... i finished the test 5 minutes before the time and so... i double checked my essay and letter as well...

for social studies... another oh my goodness... i studies until 3 am yesterday with dearest sis and with our bestest friend... luckily i revised about sri lanka and northern ireland conflict... bonding singapore... deterrence and diplomacy... iraq and kuwait war... in the exams... for sbq... controlling traffic came out... and for seq... bonding singapore... deterrence and diplomacy... globalization... came out... oh my goodness gracious... i was stunned looking at it cause eventhough i studies like there's no tommorow... i can't gather and think back all the informations... and of course... i attempted seq first... in the end... i chose bonding singapore... but looking back to the question... actually globalization was quite and easy question cause you just need to talk about the effects of globalisation... which is obviously of course... affecting the economy of a country... but i was terrified to attempt the question because i didn't studied at all and maybe later all my facts would be wrong... hayz... well... hopefully i can score well eventhough i never finished the last question of the sbq section...

still hoping that everything would be alright for the coming exam days... and of course... i'm praying solemnly and hoping that i can pass everything for my prelims... hayz...

well gotta study chemistry for tomorrow's exam... but i'l start off first cause dearest sis is still in school eventhough it is 8:10 already... hayz...

oh yah... before i forget... since it's preliminaries for this two coming weeks... i'm not sure if i can blog everyday... but don't worry... i'll update you in my exams for sure...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

english time for blogging

yes indeed... now... i'm blogging... but it's english period... yah... yah... everyone in our class do the same thing... so what's new... that's 4e5... uniquely 4e5...

quite boring... and i can't concentrate... you yah... i decided to blog instead... i hate it so much when i am forced to write an essay... and i'm not in the mood... i can't find a peaceful environment... all my words... ideas... sentences... vocabularies... are all inside my brain... but i can't put it all together properly... hayz...

but of course... i'll do the two essays later at home... where i got all my vigor is... and of course... got songs... foods... bed... tv... did i mentioned food already???

okay... at my left is midzi and at my right is jeramy... both of them are english geniuses... hayz... and as far as i can see... they are the people who are indeed so focused in writing their essays... well... i'm gonna take back my words... now midzi is viewing blog with ifah... argies... now he's back typing his essay again... waaaaaaa... his essay is freaking long already... hayz... well... he's good... better... best... i'll admit... one of the good writers in our class...

well... i'm gonna stay back today with you jie noona for her art... while... as for me... i'm gonna blabber with ms. shaha (art teacher)... and of course... got free snacks again... well... hopefully of course... and i'm gonna some sorth of revise while you jie noona is doing her art... and art students are fortunate than us... food and nutrition students... cause the art room is air-conditioned... and they have food... and they can use their iPods and handphones... so free right??? hayz... anyways... suffering intensely with food and nutrition courseworks is finally over... and all of us... of course... were super duper in high spirits... like total bliss!!!

okay... 5 minutes before dismissal... better log out... hayz...

of yah... hopefully we can do our class T-shirts already... so looking forwards wearing it... and it will be a memorabilia for everyone of us... so excited for it... and the design of shao heng and some other people... were really awesome... one of a kind... but of course... uniquely 4E5 again...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

a promise breaker

yehp... i'm indeed a promise breaker to myself... why??? cause 2 days ago... i wrote a blog entry and promised myself that even if i'm sick... i'm still gonna attend school... unfortunately... i didn't attend school both tuesday and wednesday...

this past few 4 days... i can't sleep well... my cough and colds trembles me in the dark... and i miss a goodnight sleep... i can't have enchanting dreams at all!!! and whenever i tend to have a good nap... there's our maid waking me up... and telling me that it's 6:20 am already... but these 2 school days... i just said yes and afterwards went out of my room (coughing and sneezing of course) and i told our maid... in a husky voice that i wanted to rest and i don't want to come to school... so yah... i was absent again and again... i don't really get myself... cause every term 3 and 4... it's the sickness term for me... ever since i was a secondary 2 student... all the irritating sickness penetrates my immune system every term 3 and 4... where school year nears to end... hayz...

but tomorrow... whatever happens... i'll come to school... and this will be surely done... or else... if i'll be absent again... i won't allow myself to go to korea and indulge myself there and of course to audition for SM ENTERTAINMENT to become DONG BANG SHIN KI JUNIOR... and this will be engraved in my heart... mind... and soul... still... i won't do it just to go to korea and to reach out for my dreams... but i'm gonna do this cause i wanted to pass my preliminaries and 'O' Levels with flying colours... and to get to the course that i wanted the most in temasek polytechnic...

despite of my worst condition... i'm sick or whatever... these past 2 days... i still studied amd revised... and yah... i studied until 2:00 midnight... like yesterday... studied FOOD AND NUTRITION... so i guess... i'm still not neglecting my academics... yah... you may say i'm a lazy bum... couch potato... slowpoke... slacker... but when i say i wanted to study... I'M STUDYING LIKE HELL!!! literally... i can push my limitations and i can study straight for 6 long hours just like what i have done when i studied dearest maths... i targeted 2 hours per paper 1 revision paper... and lucky me... i managed to be successful in it...

okay... i wanted to eat hot soup and i need to drink medications as well... hayz... i know i can feel much much much better... AND OF COURSE... I MISS SINGING KOREAN AND JAPANESE SONGS... and all of this suffering is because of dearest sore throat... hate it so much cause i loose my precious voice... hayz... XIAH JUNSU 시아준수AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

sick and tired

time check... 1:37 monday midnight... so i think i can call it as a tuesday...

anyways... i'm sick again... i dunnoe for what reason... but it all started last week... but it got so worst yesterday... got cough... colds... sore throat... yah... THE BIG TRIO... you may say that it's a small thing... but unfortunately... for me... it's a big thing already... why??? cause i can't believe that eventhough i'm taking vitamin c regularly and consistently... my immune system is still weak... for goodness sake... i don't want to be absent again for being sick as i'll be wasting time for my revision for preliminaries... which is like reality check... 5 days from now???

i really dunnoe how suddenly i become so sick... but whatever happens... i'll do my best to attend school everyday... XIAH JUNSU 시아준수 AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

yah yah... i know... i should be resting instead of typing so fast in this blog entry... but i can't help it... i can't sleep at all... whenever i lie down in my comfortable bed and pillow... ATTACK OF THE COLDS is happening... whenever i turn my body to left side or right side... it follows... AND IT'S SO ANNOYING!!! worst is that when i turn my body in the center... my air passage is all blocked... hayz... and it happened since yesterday night... i don't want get SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ANYMORE!!! naaaaaaah aaaaaaaah...

hayz... okies... i think mommy went out of their room... so better type slower or else she'll hear the tick-tacking noise of the keyboard and she'll gonna be a busy body again... and would definitely blabber "I THOUGHT YOU WERE SICK??? I WON'T ALLOW YOU TO BE ABSENT TOMORROW CAUSE NOW YOU CAN WASTER SUCH VIGOR!!!" okay okay... don't wanna hear any complains anymore... i just can't get the point of my dearest FAMILIA MI AMOR!!! yah... i know... they're just concern about my health and i already knew that since when i was born... but whenever i'm sick and i sleep or rest in my bed all day... they all scold me that i'm lazy... and that's the main reason why i get sick most of the time... cause no exercise or whatever... then if i watch tv or read books... they also scold me... and now... their reason you may ask??? i should get some rest and do not strain my eyes... or else the sickness would get worst... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i can't get the logic... hayz... the only time they never blabber anything is when i study eventhough i'm sick... hayz... and yah... that's what i've done this past few days... nice right???!!! seriously... they never opened their mouths and complained... oh my goodness gracious...

well... tomorrow... i mean later... school would tend to be so draggy... cause all of our subjects would be double periods... imagine that... and after school... YOU JIE NOONA... would go to our house... i'm gonna teach her social studies... and after that she'll gonna teach me physics... then after that DONG BANG SHIN KI CRAVING TIME 동방신기... craving time includes listening to songs... watch music videos and stuffs... and of course gossip about dearest DONG BANG SHIN KI 동방신기... then after that... erm... oh yah... gonna talk to noona about her problems... well... hopefully we can all manage to do that before 6pm sharp...

hayz... fine fine... type so much... and luckily mommy never entered my room to blabber something... phewww... you may say that i've been lucky... oh my goodness... having headache now and i hate it... i can't concentrate well in my words... better rest now i guess... hopefully later's gonna be a brigther day for everyone...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

designing the blog

okay... i'm really really stupid when it comes to blog designs... i mean... i wanted to make my blog so exciting... like add songs or add slide shows and all... but apparently... i can't do it... it's not that i don't know how to do it... but eventhough i followed all the instructions of my friends... it's still not working... hayz...

oh yah... and it pisses me off... totally... a lot a lot of craziness aura attack... hayz... i created slides and music... hope that i can be successful applying it though... i'll try my best... hayz... AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

HAENGUNEUL BIREOYO XIAH JUNSU 시아준수!!!


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

soccer

okay... basically... there was a game for the gurls only which is the captain's ball... and soccer for the boys only... it's a class competition actually for national day...

okay... so you already know that our class is a small class... only got 27 people... so yah... unfortunately... before i start this blog entry... i feel kinda sorry for our soccer team... why oh why??? cause before everything started... shao heng (one of our good players)... asked me if i wanna join the team cause we're lacking in players... however... i answered him straight away that i don't want to join...

okay... i don't actually want to say this but the main reason for my rejection was because i had an asthma attack 2 weeks ago... and i don't wanna blame anyone for it... after 3 years... i experienced asthma attack again... and i have forgotten that the feeling was really painful... like my lungs and heart wanna burst...

so after the attack... i went straight away to the doctor... and the doctor told me that i'll be under in medical probation for 3 weeks to 1 month... and hayz... i was back inhaling the inhaler and as well as the nebulizer machine... it was kinda time wasting for me as i need to do it at least 3 times a day.... so yah... that was the reason...

however... after i rejected shao heng's question... i have pondered that i think wanna give a try... so i asked the doctor if i can try and to play the game... however... he told me that if i wanted i should try a not so tiring game like badminton or swimming... but... instead of trying out... i played and trained our gurl team for the netball... there the soccer players saw me playing and it gave them the wrong impression... i felt bad afterwards... and i wanted to really join the soccer team... but still i feared that my asthma would get worst... so in the end i never joined...

so during the match... instead of going home and to slack... i stayed back to cheer the team up... together with... you jie noona... yvonne... li en... jia min... khim... sze ying... balqis... midzi... iffah... and we even bought them drinks to quench their thirst... yah... i paid back by cheering them up so much... i didn't paid attention to my health... rain or shine i stayed back for them at least... so eventhough i got cough and colds... i still watched them played for the semi-finals and finals... shouted names of our players... shouted GO 4E5!!! yah... basically that's what we did... and also congratulated the team when they won the competition...

lucky there was 4E6 to support our team... they added in some boys... mark... ting ping... jonathan... ernest... andy... they were awesome as well... they helped so much... and i wanted to thank them sincerely... without them... we wouldn't win the CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH WITH 4E4...

like the gurls... our soccer team gave up all their best... and i was proud of them not giving up... i was amazed and thrilled watching the intense game... and of course... who wouldn't forget our star player... and MVP... SHADIQ... he's really a one of a kind... and indeed a good soccer player... why??? cause we beat 4T1 where most people say that they got the best soccer player... however... 4E5 gave a new impression... all thanks to shadiq and to the whole team... eventhough 3 players defended shadiq from goaling the ball... he managed to score... and that made us to shout like our lungs wanna come out already... GO SHADIQ GO!!! thankz shadiq so so much... hope that he could read this though...

next is shao heng... member of the apek gang... if you're in our class you would see him either sleeping all day... or commenting sarcastically so so much in all the things he see... but in the field... WOW... AH HENG is another one of a kind player... eventhough the ball bounced on his head many times... he managed to help the team to goal as well... he was a good soccer player too... no one could ever forget how he was alived and kicking so much during the soccer match...

another great player is YU HAN... he is indeed a sportsman... he is a basketball player... and he is really really really superb good in basketball... but when it comes to soccer... it was like he's playing basketball as well... there's no difference which sports he's playing... he's naturally good... better... best... in any sports... and i'm proud of him cause eventhough he struggled a bit kicking the ball while running... he gave up all his best to still win a goal... together with the star player, shadiq and shao heng... they did a perfect trio... like the bermuda triangle tandem... that no one can ever beat... so thankz as well yu han for everything...

MR. AMSYAR... the clown of our class... eventhough he's not doing a joke or doing silly stuff... he is naturally funny... and no one could ever resist his natural funny expression... i was so proud of him as well... why??? cause he defended the ball so good... literally... he was a good goal keeper of our team... whatever the ball's speed... slow or fast... he could defend it like a professional... and even if he is inside the field... he showed some of his funny antics that made us to laugh so hard... but thanks to him... some of the team didn't even scored a single point...

for everybody in the team:

KAY YUEN (CAPTAIN)
SHADIQ
SHAO HENG
AMSYAR
YU HAN
GLENN
SHING KUN
KHAIRUL
JEREMY
MARK
TING PING
JONATHAN
ANDY

thank you so so much for helping 4E5 and 4E6 to get the CHAMPIONSHIP MEDAL... without you guys... there'll be no possibility that we can clinch the CHAMPIONSHIP POSITION... thankz for creating a history...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

captain's ball

okay... first of all i wanted to aplogogize to all of you guys cause most of my blog entries happened last week... so sorry about that...

starting off with our 4E5's captain's ball girl players...

they we're really really awesome like hell!!! and i'm so proud of my dearest BALQIS AND IFAH because not to mention that they gave all their effort just to win but also they are really great players... eventhough you know... they are not so tall like the other gurls... but that's the reason why i'm so proud that our class got such SMALL BUT TERRIBLE girls...

as usual... i shouted like there's no tomorrow... yah... i shouted... despite that i'm protecting my angelic voice... i didn't bother to control my voice... cause our girls didn't have that much support like the other classes... so... i gave all my best as well to cheer them up... and hopefully i helped them to boost their confidence at least...

i was also proud to my YOU JIE NOONA because she caught the ball so many times with a little bit of fail here and there... but she used her special powers as well... the octopus hands... it was fun watching noona so so much...

upon watching the game... everyone was intense... and oh my goodness... ifah... she used her teleport power... she was fast... and she was really really fun to watch... the whole game of our class was at the peak of the climax...

we won i think 2 games... but the semi-finals... we lost... unfortunately... but i don't blame the gurls... cause i know that they gave their best... it's just that 4E6 and 4E1... got so much netball players... and they were really professionals... so yah... we lost the game...

but who cares??? at least we've proved that 4E5 can compete...

and i wanted to thank sincerely the players...

SZE YING (captain)
BALQIS
IFAH
KHIM
YOU JIE
YVONNE
JIA MIN
LI EN
LIN

i'm so proud of these gurls so so much...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

blog like never blogged before

okay... obviously... i didn't blogged for like a century... you may be gossiping amongst yourselves that maybe i'm a couch potato or so ignoring blogging... but NO!!!

i'm super duper tired because of school as always... and also very very busy studying... yah you heard me right... FOR THE FIRST TIME BUSY STUDYING AND NOT ENTERTAINING MYSELF... why oh why??? it's because our preliminaries are coming... literally... from this day... around like 1 week... then examination again... my goodness... and you think it's only prelims and not 'O' Levels right... but you're 101% wrong... prelims are harder compared to 'O' Levels because the school wanted us to suffer so much (no lah... siao...) it's simply because it's a way to test us if we're really prepared for our 'O' Levels...

side track a bit... i've finished 3 papers of math practice paper... food and nutrition paper... and 1 chemistry practice paper... see... yah... and you can call me a TOTAL GEEK AND NERD FOR NOW... because i admit that i'm scared to fail my preliminaries...

so yah... if i have free time... i spend it with my bed... not what you're disgusting mind is thinking... but instead i sleep like there's no tomorrow... so tired...

hopefully i can update my blog more often... like the usual...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***