Monday 1 September 2008

surprisingly xiah junsu...

What Xiah Junsu Means
You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

it's a fact... i guess...

What Gabriel Ian Means
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.





You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

this was my dream city before i discover seoul, south korea




You Belong in Paris



Stylish and expressive, you were meant for Paris.

The art, the fashion, the wine!

Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...

You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.

love is 50% headache but 50% easy life




Your Five Variable Love Profile



Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.



Experience Level:



Your experience level is high.

You've loved, lost, and loved again.

You have had a wide range of love experiences.

And when the real thing comes along, you know it!



Dominance:



Your dominance is medium.

You tend to be the one with more power.

You aren't a total control freak in relationships..

But of course you don't mind getting you way!



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is high.

Sure you believe in love, but you know it doesn't come easily.

You scoff at "love at first site" and "soulmates."

You rather take the real thing, as unglamorous as it is.



Independence:



Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

truth will definitely set you free...




Your Five Factor Personality Profile



Extroversion:



You have high extroversion.

You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.

You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.

Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"



Conscientiousness:



You have high conscientiousness.

Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.

Most things in your life are organized and planned well.

But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.



Agreeableness:



You have medium agreeableness.

You're generally a friendly and trusting person.

But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.

You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.



Neuroticism:



You have low neuroticism.

You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.

Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.

Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.



Openness to experience:



Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great admirer of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

Tuesday 19 August 2008

preliminaries of course

these two long weeks would be a tough and rough for every graduating classes... why oh why??? it's our PRELIMINARIES already... and yah... i treat it like 'O' LEVELS already... and of course... i'm studying like hell... literally...

i'm using dearest laptop now cause sickening computer got some sorth of virus again... and it pisses me off cause all my files are inside and all of them are very very important to me especially the songs and school files as well... so i didn't have the opportunity to blog for the weekends... but it's okay... nothing happened so much cause i just studied...

but thank goodness... my eldest sis is here... she helped a lot... really... she's the only person who can force me study... yah... even my dad can't push me to study... but when my sis tell me to revise... i straight away do my revisions... and yes... i study with her cause she always motivates me... and i thank JESUS that i have her as my sis... at least now i know the importance having an eldest sis...

okay... let's start off with monday's exam which is chemistry and physics practical... oh my goodness gracious... physics was hard for me... the experiment was okay of course... but doing the theory part at the last page terrified me so so much... i like stared at the question paper for around 5 minutes... hayz... it was really sickening!!! but chemistry was quite easy... but it took a lot of my time... hopefully i can score well though...

for 'O' Level oral exam... i waited for 90 minutes for my turn... and it was so so draggy!!! that's why me... bal... ifah... zura... all happily joked around... okay... the reading a loud passage was manageable for me... it wasn't tough at all... the picture discussion... hayz... it was quite tough for me... but i did all my best to infer and explain... hopefully i can either score band 2 or band 1... for conversation... i was really overwhelmed cause they ask me what's my favourite subject... and of course... i selected chemistry!!! yah... and of course i supported it well... giving so much reason why i like it and all... hopefully i'll be a band 1 student again just like the english oral preliminaries...

for today's exam... in line is english paper 1... and i selected BEAUTY as my essay... then i made it into an expository essay... i think i did a good job... cause i discuss about the society... being so judgemental towards the physical appearance of a person... and i also added in aesthetic surgeries and all... i was quite happy with my essay and it was my first time to attempt doing a expository essay in my exam... eventhough i wasted 3 minutes of my time just to select either to write about the narrative essay or the expository essay... but i didn't do any planning at all... it was a free writing for me... whatever pops into my mind... i just gathered it and formed opic sentences... for letter writing... MY FORMAT WAS WRONG!!! i forgot about informal letter... cause my format was a formal letter... yah... basically... of course... deduction of marks would be given to me... but hopefully... i amplified and justified well my letter and hopefully it was persuasive as well... i finished the test 5 minutes before the time and so... i double checked my essay and letter as well...

for social studies... another oh my goodness... i studies until 3 am yesterday with dearest sis and with our bestest friend... luckily i revised about sri lanka and northern ireland conflict... bonding singapore... deterrence and diplomacy... iraq and kuwait war... in the exams... for sbq... controlling traffic came out... and for seq... bonding singapore... deterrence and diplomacy... globalization... came out... oh my goodness gracious... i was stunned looking at it cause eventhough i studies like there's no tommorow... i can't gather and think back all the informations... and of course... i attempted seq first... in the end... i chose bonding singapore... but looking back to the question... actually globalization was quite and easy question cause you just need to talk about the effects of globalisation... which is obviously of course... affecting the economy of a country... but i was terrified to attempt the question because i didn't studied at all and maybe later all my facts would be wrong... hayz... well... hopefully i can score well eventhough i never finished the last question of the sbq section...

still hoping that everything would be alright for the coming exam days... and of course... i'm praying solemnly and hoping that i can pass everything for my prelims... hayz...

well gotta study chemistry for tomorrow's exam... but i'l start off first cause dearest sis is still in school eventhough it is 8:10 already... hayz...

oh yah... before i forget... since it's preliminaries for this two coming weeks... i'm not sure if i can blog everyday... but don't worry... i'll update you in my exams for sure...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Thursday 14 August 2008

english time for blogging

yes indeed... now... i'm blogging... but it's english period... yah... yah... everyone in our class do the same thing... so what's new... that's 4e5... uniquely 4e5...

quite boring... and i can't concentrate... you yah... i decided to blog instead... i hate it so much when i am forced to write an essay... and i'm not in the mood... i can't find a peaceful environment... all my words... ideas... sentences... vocabularies... are all inside my brain... but i can't put it all together properly... hayz...

but of course... i'll do the two essays later at home... where i got all my vigor is... and of course... got songs... foods... bed... tv... did i mentioned food already???

okay... at my left is midzi and at my right is jeramy... both of them are english geniuses... hayz... and as far as i can see... they are the people who are indeed so focused in writing their essays... well... i'm gonna take back my words... now midzi is viewing blog with ifah... argies... now he's back typing his essay again... waaaaaaa... his essay is freaking long already... hayz... well... he's good... better... best... i'll admit... one of the good writers in our class...

well... i'm gonna stay back today with you jie noona for her art... while... as for me... i'm gonna blabber with ms. shaha (art teacher)... and of course... got free snacks again... well... hopefully of course... and i'm gonna some sorth of revise while you jie noona is doing her art... and art students are fortunate than us... food and nutrition students... cause the art room is air-conditioned... and they have food... and they can use their iPods and handphones... so free right??? hayz... anyways... suffering intensely with food and nutrition courseworks is finally over... and all of us... of course... were super duper in high spirits... like total bliss!!!

okay... 5 minutes before dismissal... better log out... hayz...

of yah... hopefully we can do our class T-shirts already... so looking forwards wearing it... and it will be a memorabilia for everyone of us... so excited for it... and the design of shao heng and some other people... were really awesome... one of a kind... but of course... uniquely 4E5 again...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Wednesday 13 August 2008

a promise breaker

yehp... i'm indeed a promise breaker to myself... why??? cause 2 days ago... i wrote a blog entry and promised myself that even if i'm sick... i'm still gonna attend school... unfortunately... i didn't attend school both tuesday and wednesday...

this past few 4 days... i can't sleep well... my cough and colds trembles me in the dark... and i miss a goodnight sleep... i can't have enchanting dreams at all!!! and whenever i tend to have a good nap... there's our maid waking me up... and telling me that it's 6:20 am already... but these 2 school days... i just said yes and afterwards went out of my room (coughing and sneezing of course) and i told our maid... in a husky voice that i wanted to rest and i don't want to come to school... so yah... i was absent again and again... i don't really get myself... cause every term 3 and 4... it's the sickness term for me... ever since i was a secondary 2 student... all the irritating sickness penetrates my immune system every term 3 and 4... where school year nears to end... hayz...

but tomorrow... whatever happens... i'll come to school... and this will be surely done... or else... if i'll be absent again... i won't allow myself to go to korea and indulge myself there and of course to audition for SM ENTERTAINMENT to become DONG BANG SHIN KI JUNIOR... and this will be engraved in my heart... mind... and soul... still... i won't do it just to go to korea and to reach out for my dreams... but i'm gonna do this cause i wanted to pass my preliminaries and 'O' Levels with flying colours... and to get to the course that i wanted the most in temasek polytechnic...

despite of my worst condition... i'm sick or whatever... these past 2 days... i still studied amd revised... and yah... i studied until 2:00 midnight... like yesterday... studied FOOD AND NUTRITION... so i guess... i'm still not neglecting my academics... yah... you may say i'm a lazy bum... couch potato... slowpoke... slacker... but when i say i wanted to study... I'M STUDYING LIKE HELL!!! literally... i can push my limitations and i can study straight for 6 long hours just like what i have done when i studied dearest maths... i targeted 2 hours per paper 1 revision paper... and lucky me... i managed to be successful in it...

okay... i wanted to eat hot soup and i need to drink medications as well... hayz... i know i can feel much much much better... AND OF COURSE... I MISS SINGING KOREAN AND JAPANESE SONGS... and all of this suffering is because of dearest sore throat... hate it so much cause i loose my precious voice... hayz... XIAH JUNSU 시아준수AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Monday 11 August 2008

sick and tired

time check... 1:37 monday midnight... so i think i can call it as a tuesday...

anyways... i'm sick again... i dunnoe for what reason... but it all started last week... but it got so worst yesterday... got cough... colds... sore throat... yah... THE BIG TRIO... you may say that it's a small thing... but unfortunately... for me... it's a big thing already... why??? cause i can't believe that eventhough i'm taking vitamin c regularly and consistently... my immune system is still weak... for goodness sake... i don't want to be absent again for being sick as i'll be wasting time for my revision for preliminaries... which is like reality check... 5 days from now???

i really dunnoe how suddenly i become so sick... but whatever happens... i'll do my best to attend school everyday... XIAH JUNSU 시아준수 AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

yah yah... i know... i should be resting instead of typing so fast in this blog entry... but i can't help it... i can't sleep at all... whenever i lie down in my comfortable bed and pillow... ATTACK OF THE COLDS is happening... whenever i turn my body to left side or right side... it follows... AND IT'S SO ANNOYING!!! worst is that when i turn my body in the center... my air passage is all blocked... hayz... and it happened since yesterday night... i don't want get SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ANYMORE!!! naaaaaaah aaaaaaaah...

hayz... okies... i think mommy went out of their room... so better type slower or else she'll hear the tick-tacking noise of the keyboard and she'll gonna be a busy body again... and would definitely blabber "I THOUGHT YOU WERE SICK??? I WON'T ALLOW YOU TO BE ABSENT TOMORROW CAUSE NOW YOU CAN WASTER SUCH VIGOR!!!" okay okay... don't wanna hear any complains anymore... i just can't get the point of my dearest FAMILIA MI AMOR!!! yah... i know... they're just concern about my health and i already knew that since when i was born... but whenever i'm sick and i sleep or rest in my bed all day... they all scold me that i'm lazy... and that's the main reason why i get sick most of the time... cause no exercise or whatever... then if i watch tv or read books... they also scold me... and now... their reason you may ask??? i should get some rest and do not strain my eyes... or else the sickness would get worst... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i can't get the logic... hayz... the only time they never blabber anything is when i study eventhough i'm sick... hayz... and yah... that's what i've done this past few days... nice right???!!! seriously... they never opened their mouths and complained... oh my goodness gracious...

well... tomorrow... i mean later... school would tend to be so draggy... cause all of our subjects would be double periods... imagine that... and after school... YOU JIE NOONA... would go to our house... i'm gonna teach her social studies... and after that she'll gonna teach me physics... then after that DONG BANG SHIN KI CRAVING TIME 동방신기... craving time includes listening to songs... watch music videos and stuffs... and of course gossip about dearest DONG BANG SHIN KI 동방신기... then after that... erm... oh yah... gonna talk to noona about her problems... well... hopefully we can all manage to do that before 6pm sharp...

hayz... fine fine... type so much... and luckily mommy never entered my room to blabber something... phewww... you may say that i've been lucky... oh my goodness... having headache now and i hate it... i can't concentrate well in my words... better rest now i guess... hopefully later's gonna be a brigther day for everyone...

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Sunday 10 August 2008

designing the blog

okay... i'm really really stupid when it comes to blog designs... i mean... i wanted to make my blog so exciting... like add songs or add slide shows and all... but apparently... i can't do it... it's not that i don't know how to do it... but eventhough i followed all the instructions of my friends... it's still not working... hayz...

oh yah... and it pisses me off... totally... a lot a lot of craziness aura attack... hayz... i created slides and music... hope that i can be successful applying it though... i'll try my best... hayz... AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

HAENGUNEUL BIREOYO XIAH JUNSU 시아준수!!!


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Saturday 9 August 2008

soccer

okay... basically... there was a game for the gurls only which is the captain's ball... and soccer for the boys only... it's a class competition actually for national day...

okay... so you already know that our class is a small class... only got 27 people... so yah... unfortunately... before i start this blog entry... i feel kinda sorry for our soccer team... why oh why??? cause before everything started... shao heng (one of our good players)... asked me if i wanna join the team cause we're lacking in players... however... i answered him straight away that i don't want to join...

okay... i don't actually want to say this but the main reason for my rejection was because i had an asthma attack 2 weeks ago... and i don't wanna blame anyone for it... after 3 years... i experienced asthma attack again... and i have forgotten that the feeling was really painful... like my lungs and heart wanna burst...

so after the attack... i went straight away to the doctor... and the doctor told me that i'll be under in medical probation for 3 weeks to 1 month... and hayz... i was back inhaling the inhaler and as well as the nebulizer machine... it was kinda time wasting for me as i need to do it at least 3 times a day.... so yah... that was the reason...

however... after i rejected shao heng's question... i have pondered that i think wanna give a try... so i asked the doctor if i can try and to play the game... however... he told me that if i wanted i should try a not so tiring game like badminton or swimming... but... instead of trying out... i played and trained our gurl team for the netball... there the soccer players saw me playing and it gave them the wrong impression... i felt bad afterwards... and i wanted to really join the soccer team... but still i feared that my asthma would get worst... so in the end i never joined...

so during the match... instead of going home and to slack... i stayed back to cheer the team up... together with... you jie noona... yvonne... li en... jia min... khim... sze ying... balqis... midzi... iffah... and we even bought them drinks to quench their thirst... yah... i paid back by cheering them up so much... i didn't paid attention to my health... rain or shine i stayed back for them at least... so eventhough i got cough and colds... i still watched them played for the semi-finals and finals... shouted names of our players... shouted GO 4E5!!! yah... basically that's what we did... and also congratulated the team when they won the competition...

lucky there was 4E6 to support our team... they added in some boys... mark... ting ping... jonathan... ernest... andy... they were awesome as well... they helped so much... and i wanted to thank them sincerely... without them... we wouldn't win the CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH WITH 4E4...

like the gurls... our soccer team gave up all their best... and i was proud of them not giving up... i was amazed and thrilled watching the intense game... and of course... who wouldn't forget our star player... and MVP... SHADIQ... he's really a one of a kind... and indeed a good soccer player... why??? cause we beat 4T1 where most people say that they got the best soccer player... however... 4E5 gave a new impression... all thanks to shadiq and to the whole team... eventhough 3 players defended shadiq from goaling the ball... he managed to score... and that made us to shout like our lungs wanna come out already... GO SHADIQ GO!!! thankz shadiq so so much... hope that he could read this though...

next is shao heng... member of the apek gang... if you're in our class you would see him either sleeping all day... or commenting sarcastically so so much in all the things he see... but in the field... WOW... AH HENG is another one of a kind player... eventhough the ball bounced on his head many times... he managed to help the team to goal as well... he was a good soccer player too... no one could ever forget how he was alived and kicking so much during the soccer match...

another great player is YU HAN... he is indeed a sportsman... he is a basketball player... and he is really really really superb good in basketball... but when it comes to soccer... it was like he's playing basketball as well... there's no difference which sports he's playing... he's naturally good... better... best... in any sports... and i'm proud of him cause eventhough he struggled a bit kicking the ball while running... he gave up all his best to still win a goal... together with the star player, shadiq and shao heng... they did a perfect trio... like the bermuda triangle tandem... that no one can ever beat... so thankz as well yu han for everything...

MR. AMSYAR... the clown of our class... eventhough he's not doing a joke or doing silly stuff... he is naturally funny... and no one could ever resist his natural funny expression... i was so proud of him as well... why??? cause he defended the ball so good... literally... he was a good goal keeper of our team... whatever the ball's speed... slow or fast... he could defend it like a professional... and even if he is inside the field... he showed some of his funny antics that made us to laugh so hard... but thanks to him... some of the team didn't even scored a single point...

for everybody in the team:

KAY YUEN (CAPTAIN)
SHADIQ
SHAO HENG
AMSYAR
YU HAN
GLENN
SHING KUN
KHAIRUL
JEREMY
MARK
TING PING
JONATHAN
ANDY

thank you so so much for helping 4E5 and 4E6 to get the CHAMPIONSHIP MEDAL... without you guys... there'll be no possibility that we can clinch the CHAMPIONSHIP POSITION... thankz for creating a history...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

captain's ball

okay... first of all i wanted to aplogogize to all of you guys cause most of my blog entries happened last week... so sorry about that...

starting off with our 4E5's captain's ball girl players...

they we're really really awesome like hell!!! and i'm so proud of my dearest BALQIS AND IFAH because not to mention that they gave all their effort just to win but also they are really great players... eventhough you know... they are not so tall like the other gurls... but that's the reason why i'm so proud that our class got such SMALL BUT TERRIBLE girls...

as usual... i shouted like there's no tomorrow... yah... i shouted... despite that i'm protecting my angelic voice... i didn't bother to control my voice... cause our girls didn't have that much support like the other classes... so... i gave all my best as well to cheer them up... and hopefully i helped them to boost their confidence at least...

i was also proud to my YOU JIE NOONA because she caught the ball so many times with a little bit of fail here and there... but she used her special powers as well... the octopus hands... it was fun watching noona so so much...

upon watching the game... everyone was intense... and oh my goodness... ifah... she used her teleport power... she was fast... and she was really really fun to watch... the whole game of our class was at the peak of the climax...

we won i think 2 games... but the semi-finals... we lost... unfortunately... but i don't blame the gurls... cause i know that they gave their best... it's just that 4E6 and 4E1... got so much netball players... and they were really professionals... so yah... we lost the game...

but who cares??? at least we've proved that 4E5 can compete...

and i wanted to thank sincerely the players...

SZE YING (captain)
BALQIS
IFAH
KHIM
YOU JIE
YVONNE
JIA MIN
LI EN
LIN


i'm so proud of these gurls so so much...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

blog like never blogged before

okay... obviously... i didn't blogged for like a century... you may be gossiping amongst yourselves that maybe i'm a couch potato or so ignoring blogging... but NO!!!

i'm super duper tired because of school as always... and also very very busy studying... yah you heard me right... FOR THE FIRST TIME BUSY STUDYING AND NOT ENTERTAINING MYSELF... why oh why??? it's because our preliminaries are coming... literally... from this day... around like 1 week... then examination again... my goodness... and you think it's only prelims and not 'O' Levels right... but you're 101% wrong... prelims are harder compared to 'O' Levels because the school wanted us to suffer so much (no lah... siao...) it's simply because it's a way to test us if we're really prepared for our 'O' Levels...

side track a bit... i've finished 3 papers of math practice paper... food and nutrition paper... and 1 chemistry practice paper... see... yah... and you can call me a TOTAL GEEK AND NERD FOR NOW... because i admit that i'm scared to fail my preliminaries...

so yah... if i have free time... i spend it with my bed... not what you're disgusting mind is thinking... but instead i sleep like there's no tomorrow... so tired...

hopefully i can update my blog more often... like the usual...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Tuesday 22 July 2008

sunday nightout

sunday ws our FAMILY DAY!!! i mean every sunday is our family day... my ABEOJI wanted us to have a family bonding during weekends... but since i always have korean class every saturday... then sunday will be the only time for us to gather...

okay... after my early tuition... 9:30am to 11pm... went home straight and slept again... yah... i was really really tired from last week's activities...

so i woke up around 3pm because ABEOJI told me that we need to go to church at 6pm sharp... so i quickly freshen up myself... i turned on the computer because we need to actually do food and nutrition conclusion draft... so i just finsihed up all the data for the conclusion thing and i quickly turned off the computer before ABEOJI scold me...

unfortunately... ABEOJI AND I finsihed dressing up and everything earlier... around 5:30pm... so EOMEONI decided that me and ABEOJI would go to church first to reserve seats... yehey!!! i finally brought and wore my new HOODIE at church... luckily... the church was air-conditioned and have a reason to wear the HOODIE... so took the lift up... and went inside the church...

i was stunned to death... why??? cause there are tons and tons of FILIPINOS inside... like i went back to the PHILIPPINES again... i mean... i'm not being racist to my own race... but i know FILIPINOS... they would talk loudly or should i say... everytime FILIPINOS yell... yah... some filipinos do not know how to talk... they only know how to shout like they wanted to tell everyone in the world what they're talking or gossiping about... i mean i'm not condemning my own culture... but... when i first entered the church some filipino teenagers started to criticize other people... i mean... HELLO!!! wake up... you're inside the church and you're doing a piece of SHIET!!! my goodness... have some respect in OUR GOD!!! i was really pissed off when me and ABEOJI sat... i can't help to observe every filipino... inside my mind... i was telling myself... "OH MY GOODNESS!!! MAYBE FILIPINOS ARE THE TOP 1 FOR IMMIGRANTS IN SINGAPORE!!!"... hayz... anyways... luckily i never told my noona or else she'll be in a bad mood as well... however... MY DEAREST HOODIE GRABBED SO MUCH ATTENTION... my hoodie tends to be a attention seeker though... yah... literally... everyone in different ages stared at my HOODIE... what??? what you want!!! jealous ah??? go and get one... or you think i'm weird because i'm wearing a hoodie in singapore??? of course lah... FOR ME SINGAPORE IS A 4 SEASON COUNTRY WHAT!!! MY PROBLEM AH!!! ^^

so i was starving like hell during the mass... cause i ate light lunch... so after the mass... we went straight to tampines mall to have our dinner... weeeeeeeeeee... of course... KOREAN FOOD again!!! so LOVIN' IT!!!


i ordered BIBIMBAP!!! it was really really nice... but... i mixed it first and forgotten to take a photo of it... that's why it looks so messy already when i took photo of it... ^^

so yah... everybody gobbled our food... all of us were hungry... after eating our dinner... we bought some stuff... and since i have food and nutrition work to do... i told ABEOJI to go home... so yah... we went home straight away... and continued to do my food and nutrition conclusion...


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

4th korean class

phewwww... so yah... after our CIP in school... me and you jie noona went to our house to freshen up a bit... and changed clothings for korean classes... we rested a bit... had a mirinda orange drink... and went to cheers to buy KOREAN CHOCO PIE for our korean teachers... cause i promised them that i'll bring them KOREAN CHOCO PIE on our 3rd korean class...

we flagged a cab and went to simei mrt... we had lunch in KOREAN RESTAURANT in EAST POINT... then quickly rode the mrt... listened to our our dearest DONG BANG SHIN KI 동방신기 SONGS as always... and we revised our korean lesson when we reached red hill mrt station... i was really really nervoused that time because i haven't memorized the korean song that my 2 teachers taught me... so i trembled so much at that time...

okay... noona was pissed off again when we reached lakeside mrt... why??? of course... if you have been reading my previous blog entries about korean class... then you'll know why... but for the people who are so lazy and like couch potato that do not want to read... it's simply because THERE WERE NO TAXIS AVAILABLE AGAIN!!! so yah... noona was really tired because we had our CIP early in the morning that day... so imagine... we walked from lakeside mrt... to lakeside towers again... hayz... since me and noona was pissed off... i didn't took photos unlike the last time... so walked... walked... walked...

we knocked into the door of our korean class... and all our teachers saw us that WE'RE SUPER DUPER LETHARGIC ANG GASPED LIKE HELL!!! and oh yah... we're late for 30 minutes for our class because we walked... hayz... so they allowed us to rest for a while... and lesson started...

omg... i was stunned when they asked me to sing the song... hayz... the moment of truth came... and luckily... i revised a bit... first i read out the song... and they told me that my PRONUNCIATION OF THE SONG IMPROVED!!! then... they decided for me to try to sing it... so sing... sing... sing... i was also surprised because i was in tune already... so they gave the comment that THEY WANTED TO HEAR ME SING IT AGAIN NEXT WEAK FOR OUR NEXT LESSON!!! so of course... i'm super delighted when i heared such positive comments from my teacher... after singing the song... they gave me worksheet for conversation... OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! for the first time... the worksheet was all in korean... except for translation... it was not transcribed or romanized either... phewwwwww... that really tested and improved my korean... so first my 2 teachers did the conversation twice... then after that it was my turn to read it up... at my first try... i read the passage so slow like hell... but it was okay for my teachers because other students we're WORST THAN ME!!! however... for my second attempt... i improved my pace and started to have INTONATIONS as well... and also some facial expressions... again... i was overwhelmed to see my teachers faced smiling away...

after korean classes... me and noona attended the bible class (also inside the korean class)... it was okay... but when the pastor asked me question if i'm holy or not... i was really speechless and do not know how to answer the question... hayz... cause he told us that if you have sins in your heart then that means that you're not holy at all... however... when JESUS died... he accepted all human's sins and that's why he sacrificed and save everyone from sin... and no men would have sin in their heart anymore... BUT!!! i'm doing sin sometimes... would that mean it will be erased??? right??? right??? right??? confusing you may ask for NON-CHRISTIANS... but for me... i realized that everyone is indeed HOLY... it's a matter if believe in it or not... but i chose to believe in the words of the BIBLE which is the word of GOD as well... compared to my own thoughts of doubting... well... for me... EVERYONE BELIEVE IN ONE GOD BUT HAVE DIFFERENT REPRESENTATION FOR HIM!!!

so after everything... went late dinner with noona in KOREAN RESTAURANT again... then went home... slept from 10pm to 8am the next morning for tuition... hayz... ^^


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

CIP: cleaning pasir ris beach

okay... before i start this blog entry... last week was the most TIRING week ever... that's why i haven't updated my blog so so much...

anyways... last week... i woke up so early everyday... even saturday... you know guys that i have korean classes every saturday... however... we all got an additional task to do... and what is it??? our CIP in school... we cleaned pasir ris beach... we're still quite lucky because it was near to our school and near to my house as well...

unfortunately... we went to the beach all by ourselves... NO free transport by the school... well... actually... they offered us to have a bus... but since... our dearest class... only got 27 people... we just denied their deal... cause we need to pay $4 each just for the transportation and of course it's not so practical to waste $4...

so yah... i woke up 6am!!! and it's a record breaker... then went out by 7am... walked briskly because dearest bal... midzi... and nad... was waiting for me... so we rode bus 12... listened to our iPods and mp3s... until we've reached pasir ris interchange... sadly... dearest CELIA was absent that day... so we're all sad about it... why??? cause celia... is super duper fun to be with... no dull moments if you're with her... promise!!! midi and celia tandem... super duper burst into laughter...

there... the fun began... we're all starving to death so we decided to eat in old chang kee... then slacked at mcdonalds... and for the first time... me and dearest midzi shared LARGE MILO DRINK!!! most of the time we both drink individual LARGE DRINK cause we're always starving to death or thirsty like hell... so yah...

some unavoidable incident occured that until now affects me so so much... (but i'll blog about it later for further details)... so yah... WE'RE FREAKING LATE FOR OUR CIP!!! time check that time... 8:15am... and we need to report by 8am actually... and we waited for the bus so long... hayz... luckily... i was with dearest bal... midzi... and nad... AND THEY BROUGHT SO MUCH JOY TO MY LIFE THAT TIME!!! okay... we rode the bus with dearest IFAH AND WAN (her bf) AND WAN'S FRIENDS... so double the fun inside the bus... everyone was EAST SPRINGIANS btw...

we reached our destination at last... and everyone was there except of course our class... every class lined up so well... and we started to clean the beach... i was partnered with dearest midzi!!! HURRAY!!! i mean... if you biatches do not know why i am so happy with midzi... cause HE'S ONE OF A KIND BACKSTABBING FAGGOT YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE!!! no lah... midzi is one of a kid person that is super duper funny like hell and you will fart and burp already and also would shed your tears when he's making a joke... so yah... that's midzi...

anyways... we "PICKED" up so many litters around... here and there... after sometime... dearest YANYAN AND AMSYAR came at last!!! as always... yanyan... super duper gorgeous when she came... we slacked down into one shelter at the beach... gossip... gossip... gossip... talked... talked... talked... blabbered... blabbered... blabbered... but there was some breaks as midzi had a great idea...

MIDZI: why don't we just collect trash from the trash bin???
GAB: oh yeah ah... clever boy... i mean... girl... i mean whatever it is...
MIDZI: of course lah (flicked his hair)...

so yah... we decided to open up all the trash bin we saw... and IT WAS VERY VERY VERY VERY SMELLY AND DISGUSTING!!! there's one trash bin that has beef and all some more!!! EWWWWWWWWWWW!!! and amsyar was with us as well... omg... since amsyar don't have any plastic gloves... we picked all the trash for him as well... so in short... double suffering...

poor gorgeous midzi... he was so serious during the CIP that he almost kissed one trash bin... (i actually shot a photo of him but he asked me to delete it... so yah... hayz... no evidence...) but i salute midzi for that...

that's all... trash bin and stuff... we looked like karung guni (if the spelling is right) that day... after the CIP... we still need to go back to school on our own... so yah... we went back with all our friends to school... very tired you know... some more... i was not in the mood that time after collecting TONS AND TONS OF GARBAGE under the scorching sun...

so yah... went back to school... and met up with joye... because after everything... we went into our korean class... but that's another blog entry... ^^

here are some pics... i forgot to take photos with dearest bal... midzi... and nad... hayz...


whatever happens... VANITY is always with me okay... ^^


dearest mrs. june lee... our social studies and geography (last time) teacher... she's one of a kinf funny funny funny... picture... ^^

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Monday 21 July 2008

food and nutrition coursework B practical exam

what a long name just for the title right???

but it's true... we had our f&n coursework B practical exam last thursday (july 17, 2008)...

it was fun because we all baked cupcakes!!! and baking is always way easier than preparing a 5-course meal...

anyways... for the first time i was not scolded... because i prefer to use CORRECTED instead... i was corrected twice... and for the first time she never shouted at us... miracle you may think... but it's a fact okay... she never mentioned her favourite line as well... "WHY??? (name of a person) WHY??? (with hand gestures some more) WHY???" so we've been all in luck...

i successfully managed to bake the cupcakes eventhough i accidentally have forgotten to include baking powder in my plan... however... my cupcakes still rose up... that's why i'm super duper overjoyed when i saw it... we baked from 2:30 and finished off around 6pm...

so here i am today... MULTI-TASKING again... blogging while doing my conclusion as well... no worries... i'm used to it already...

after baking and doing all necessary evaluations... we had so much fun playing around in the kitchen... here are the chefs of f&n:


starting off with dearest chef midzi!!! (he really wanna be a chef okay!!!)


and of course dearest khai... (he wore the chef's hat that was used by midzi to take photo above!!! and khai was super duper cute wearing it as well... imagine gummy bear wearing a chef's hat!!! ^^)

so yah... after all the baking and photo-taking... and everything... i went home... bathe... and sleep like hell... so tired that day... ^^


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Sunday 20 July 2008

oral... oral... oral...

here it goes... okay... i didn't blog about our english oral which happened last wednesday (currently looking at handphone just to backtrack the date)... ah... finally... JULY 16, 2008...

oral was a lot of fun... and of course... TALKING AND GOSSIPING ARE MY FAVOURITE HOBBIES... however... we're talking about preliminaries english oral... i know that it may sound so absurd cause it's not yet the 'O' Level Orals... but of course... i'm not reluctant when it comes to studies (i can't believe i'm typing this...) yah... and we don't have one on one practice with the teachers about english oral... they always tell us that picture discussion is hard so we need to pay more attention to picture discussion... but hello??? how can we practice if you're not conducting any one on one english oral... omg... oh yah... and this made me so terrified and it also engraved into my brain that picture discussion will be sooooooo hard like hell...

anyways... boring... next...

so yah after school we're all in the hall... while waiting for our turn... ME... MIDZI... SHADIQ... AMSYAR... YUHAN AND JEREMY... had our last minute questions... so we... discuss... discuss... discuss... and discuss... but actually me and midzi we're also gossiping at the same time...

OMG!!! it was midzi's turn... and after him... it's ME!!! oh dear... my heart beated so fast like racing for formula 1... i sat down... read the passage thrice... gathered questions and answers for picture discussion twice...i was really confident for my reading because inside our outside our house... i don't use SINGLISH SO MUCH... so i think it's one advantage... so when i focused on picture discussion... the picture was quite easy than i thought... so my heart slowed down a bit...

dearest midzi went off... with a big grin on his face... so yah... my moment came... and ms. wani (our examiner)... called me... i sat down... greeted her politely... and i began reading the passage... read... read... read... read... and of course... with different intonations... read... and ms. wani told me that it was good (HAPPY ME!!!)...

moved on to picture discussion (everyone's worst nightmare)... ms. wani asked me... what do you think is happening to this picture??? omg... i was mental blocked... omg... i paused for 5 seconds... then after that i just snapped out and started to infer... explain... infer... explain... i blabbered so long for question 1... then comes question 2 and 3... yah... it went smoothly... and i can't imagine how i sustained to smile when answering ms. wani's questions...

moving on to conversation... the question was about... tell us a time when you experienced being under pressured... omg... that was an easy topic for me!!! i smiled even more... i dunnoe which one should i say... i'm deciding that time if i should talk about F&N COURSEWORK MAKING or PERSONAL EXPERIENCES??? after 2 seconds... i decided to share a personal experience... and i blabbered about my experience when i came to singapore... omfaggot... i went really emotional to it... not to gain sympathy or whatsoever... but i can't believe that i survived in all the hardships i have gone through... after all these 3 years... i can share it to other people... my goodness... i was also stunned because i managed to use most all the good english vocabularies eventhough i was panicking like hell... then next question came... i forgot what it was... so moving on to the last and final question... the question was... how important are companions or something related about that...

so i started off to say that in present times... it is very difficult nowadays to trust anybody easily... common problems such as backstabbing... competitions and fights can lead to havoc... hence... it may happen everywhere... so i blabbered about the negative side of having companions... however... i moved on to the brighter side of having companions... that everyone needed friends because "NO MAN IS AN ISLAND" it simply means that a man cannot survive independently in an island... man needed somebody especially in times of need or troubles... man also needed somebody for inspiration... a man also needed somebody to love and to care off... why??? because A TRUE FRIEND WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOREVER THROUGH THICK AND THIN... hence... men have 5 senses for it to be used not to ourselves but to share it with others... THAT'S WHY WE ARE UNIQUE BEINGS AND THAT'S WHY WE ARE CALLED HUMAN BEINGS...

so i finsihed up my oral... ms. wani gave me a big grin on her face... and she thanked me... so i respected her and thanked her as well... i also said that hopefully she'll have a pleasant day... i walked out and went home afterwards... while i was resting... i can't remember some part of my answers... omg... but i'm proud of myself...

so friday (JULY 18, 2008)... we finally received our examiner's remarks... and here are they...

READING ALOUD (band 1: 10-12 marks)
- good pace but can read faster...
- very fluent...
- did a good job reading, especially the dialogues.

errors: 'd' sounds (yah... i should work it our more... hayz... )

PICTURE DISCUSSION (band 2: 7-9 marks)
- offers thoughtful interpretation...
- noyices many details and able to link them together

errors: "all these stuff"... "having a curiosity in her mind"... (in short colloquial or slang words are not allowed!!!)

CONVERSATION (band 1: 13-16 marks)
- offers personal responses...
- able to articulate his emotions very well...
- intelligent and mature responses...
- mentioned about "generation gap" for question 2... (too bad i can't remember what the hell was question 2!!!)

errors: NONE!!!

so yah... i was delighted when i received my comment worksheet... in summary... i got BAND 1 FOR READING ALOUD... BAND 2 FOR PICTURE DISCUSSION AND BAND 1 FOR CONVERSATION... ^^

***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***

Wednesday 16 July 2008

new hoodie



phew... okay... obviously... today (wednesday july 16 2008) is a blogging day... i wanted to cover up everything... from friday until today... but i'll try to skip boring parts...

okies... sunday... phew... sunday... was really really tiring... but at the same time enjoying day... i went out after my tuition with dearest FARHANA... FARHANA'S SIS... KHAI...

unfortunately... dearest khai followed a bit later cause he got religious class... but it's okies... cause there was fana and her sis... met at tampines interchange... rode mrt from there... chit chat... gossip about FRIED FRITTERS... laugh like hell... yah... that's what we did inside the mrt until we reach city hall... of course... i started all the conversation... because fana and her sis... tell you... you'll surely can tell that they were sisters... why??? BOTH WERE QUIET... CUTE... AND ALWAYS SMILE... SMILE... SMILE... but it was fun being with them... especially... first time to see dearest fana to be stressed out... she was super duper confused what to give to his guy for his guy's birthday... we went to PUMA... ADIDAS... TOPMAN... and many many more... unfortunately... fana still can't decide...

dearest khai kana called me when were at TOPMAN... sickening i tell you...

~~~(PHONE RINGS)~~~

Baby G: YES KHAI??? WHERE ARE YOU NOW??? I'M WITH FANA ALREADY...
Khairulicious: EI GABRIEL... (SOB... SOB... SOB...) EI... I CANNOT COME SEH~~~ (SNIFF... SNIFF... SNIFF...)
Baby G: WHAT HAPPENED??? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU??? (SO CONCERN FRIEND!!!)
Khairulicious: (JUST KEPT SILENT... SNIFF... SNIFF...)
Baby G: OIST!!!
Khairulicious: NO LAH!!! KIDDING ONLY LAH!!! I'M COMING ALREADY... ON THE WAY...
Baby G: EI SIAH LAH... FUCK YOU SEH!!! WOAH SOME MORE CAN MAKE A JOKE AH!!! FUCK YOU SEH!!! I THOUGHT YOU'RE REALLY HAVING SOME PROBLEM YOU KNOW...
Khairulicious: (TALK TALK TALK TO FANA...)

~~~(PUT DOWN THE PHONE)~~~

so that's dearest khairul... the best prangster ever...

so finally fana sister eventually ate mcdonalds' fries and coke... and thankfully khai saved the day by calling us that he reached city hall already... wait at starbucks for almost 10 minutes... there... we saw a big gummy bear... so cute... with white top and black shorts... went to esplanade for the teddy bear... where you can create your own teddies... but sadly... it was too expensive... so fana didn't bought it...

we went back to PUMA... where i saw a nice hoodie that maybe fana's guy would like it... hence... fana loved it as well... however... in the end... fana bought a shirt... nice... nice... nice... shirt... and she bought something else... but i forgot what was it...

anyways... we we're all starving especially me... cause i only ate 1 chicken pie for breakfast around 8:45am... so we started to have a lunch around 2:30pm in LJS... i ordered this grilled chicken because in the picture it looks so so yummy... however... THE FAT GUY IN THE COUNTER TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR 5 MINUTES...

patiently... i waited for 5 minutes... fana and her sister and khai was eating at that time... at the same time... we're all talking and gossiping... my food was super duper slow to be served... 5 minutes had passed through already... still no sign of my grilled chicken... finally... my dearests finished their meal already... and i got pissed off already... i stood up and went to the counter... unfortunately... THE FAT GUY IN THE COUNTER TOLD ME TO SIT DOWN AND JUST WAIT!!!

thankz ah... what a nice service... so what happened to "THE CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT???" so i waited again for 5 minutes... and there goes my food... i gobbled it so so much... because i'm super duper hungry... it was nice though... it was worth the wait... but next time... PLEASE DUN EVER TELL TO THE CUSTOMER 5 MINUTES - 5 MINUTES IF YOU'RE NOT ACCURATE AT ALL... WHY DON'T YOU JUST SIMPLY TELL ME TO JUST WAIT... AND PLEASE... NO NEED TO SHOUT... MY EARS ARE OKAY... I'M NOT DEAF AT ALL... SO WHAT'S UP WITH EMBARRASSING ME INFRONT OF THE PUBLIC BITCH??? AND BTW... YOU RUINED MY APPETITE!!! cause i was scared to death later he didn't told the cookers at the kitchen about my order... and it'll cause more havoc... THAT'S WHY I STOOD UP TO FOLLOW UP MY ORDER RIGHT???!!! AND DUN EVER RAISE UP A VOICE ON ME!!! EVEN MY PARENTS NEVER HAVE DONE THAT TO ME!!! lucky for the guy at the counter i never complained or whatsoever... arg... arg... arg...

so after we ate... we rushed to bugis street cause i wanted to buy a new hoodie... rushed... rushed... rushed... because dearest fana needed to go home before 6pm sharp... but it's okay dearest... no need to apologize that you rushed me... everything was fine... and i had fun what!!!

so yah... as always... since it was sunday... bugis street was jam-packed... so many people like busy buzzing bees... the environment was hot... like any minute we'll all be suffocated... many unpleasant odours were everywhere... finally... we've reached the shop!!! at last... first i have chosen a hoodie... YELLOW HOODIE WITH BIG BABY MILO PRINTS... it was really really cute and nice... but thankfully... fana spotted a better one that me and liked so much as well... it was a BLACK HOODIE WITH SKELETONS ALL OVER IT THAT CAN BE ZIPPED UP UNTIL THE HEAD... so nice... i quickly paid S$39.00... thank the seller... and went off happily...


the hoodie that i was blabbering about...



happy...happy...happy...happy...happy...



overwhelmed... overjoyed... overdreamer...


so went home with the dearest... but since fana needed to go home by 6pm sharp... me and khai went down to simei for our starbucks session and fana went down to tampines...

ordered favourite venti vanilla frappe with caramel whipped cream (suggested by khai)... and khai ordered i think same thing...

zipped... talked... gossiped... that all we've done... however...

when i told khairul that ME AND MIDZI DONE RESEARCH FOR OUR COURSEWORK B (which we're not suppossed to do at all)...

khai's starbucks drink... BURST INTO MY FACE!!! of course... lots of sorry from him... and i gave him a suckling face... because i was covered all with white liquid... everywhere i tell you... FACE... HANDS... HAIR... BAG... HANDPHONE... EVEN THE STRANGER WHO WAS QUIETLY DOING HIS WORK WITH HIS LAPTOP ALSO KANA TARGETED...

dearest khairul laugh laugh laugh like hell... (FUNNY ISSIT??? FUNNY ISSIT???)... and the stranger wo was kana hit just wipped out his face and laptop and continued on his work... i... who was so embarassed continued to give khai a suckling face... "AIYAH... AIYAH... AIYAH... SORRY GABRIEL!!! ACCIDENTALLY YOU KNOW!!! (explain so much... this and that... this and that" his exact words...

so after being covered with starbucks drink... i decided to take cab home... cause i was so sticky... hair messed up... bag... everything... but of course everything was fine dearest khai... EVENTHOUGH IT WAS THE 2ND TIME THAT YOU'VE DONE THIS TO ME... FIRST WAS PEPSI... NOW STARBUCKS... but everything was fine (but of course... revenge is a MUST!!!)... that's why khai is my dearest... HE'S ONE OF A KIND!!! AND I'M PROUD OF DEAREST KHAI!!!


***ALWAYS AND FOREVER XIAH JUNSU 시아준수***